So, I have one day off left to get this room livable... dam....  Toboggan powers ACTIVATE!!!!

naw it's been awesome, I have so much more crap then I thought I did, I'm trying to force myself to delete my amazon.com account. I need more will power, I have trouble telling myself "no", this might lead to a fight, I hate it when I fight with myself. I can be SO stubborn sometimes! geez! *sigh* if I wasn't so awesome, fiendishly good looking and funny I'd leave myself I SWEAR!!! ROFL!!! sorry, multiple personalities disorder joke! XD But, I digress.

I need to start making scenes again dam it! I know what's holding me back, it's fear, I'm afraid of not being accepted again, No need when I never show anyone anything I DO dam it @,.,@ this would be the place to post things like this for god's sake right?!?!?

Fan-fictions are failing.... going terribly. Can't form sentences.... @.,.,.< the cake.. is in fact.. a lie.. (see previous bullet it's the fear)

Is there a man named Tank out there!? *sigh* one day my dearest tank, one day... ;----;

I was rifling through all of my old links and crap and found some awesome spirky stuff I'd forgotten about, my journals used to be epic before this whole art blockade shit. anyways! I'm not a huge fan of some of the spirk vids I've ran across, but these are my favorites.

MOTHER OF GOD!!! When I looked in my play list, the first spirk thing ever, the very video I stumbled across that made me tilt my head and go, "OMG SPOCK AND KIRK ARE A COUPLE?!?!?! wow...", yes THAT video was deleted, after years and YEARS of being there!!! my world stood still... @...,@

No need to panic, I scowered the bowels of youtube and found that the person must have gotten a new account or to my horror someone had it up claiming it as theirs and this is the real person, ANYWAYS!!! It LIVES!!!

I remember looking up the song and finding the video, in my heart (never having seen star trek but a few scenes and maybe one episode, never questioned them as a couple, it made the show that much more epic)

[link] : Fire sexy dance (It has been and always shall be #1. Still cracks me up after all these years)

[link]  :Running up that hill   (!!!!)

[link]  :Secrets (One of my all times most favorites)

[link]  :Wide awake (No words for the new perspective)

[link] : Breath  (epic song, epic video)

[link] : My life would suck without you (It still makes me smile and crack up)

ANNNNNNND that's all folk!

I GOT THE MOVES LIKE JAGGER!!! THE, THE THE MOVES LIKE JAGGER!!! swag totes yo!!!